Saturday, October 21
So YesterdayI'm not regretting anything. I'm not wishing I could turn back time and do things the other way around. I'm not.
The thing is, I wanted to have a closure. I wanted to cry my heart out and just cry and cry as if nothing else exists in this world except my tears and my muffled voice. I wanted to do that and wake up the following day and start anew. But then, the weird part is, I just couldn't. And I didn't know why.
Now I do. Boys. They're just not worth it. I guess after all those previous frustrations concerning them, I did become numb. Really. And as sad as that sounds, I guess I could comfort myself with the fact that it also made me so ready to move on. Easily.
And what makes everything even better is that, this is the closure I needed. This realisation. Without the usual complement of blood-shot eyes or husky she-just-went-through-a-bad-night voice.
So yeah. That was so yesterday. I have had my fair share of sadness this year. It's high time once more!
I AM SO BACK!