There are times that I just really want to be in a place where not a single soul knows me. There are times when I just want to be alone and start all over again. To be in a position not so vulnerable. To have the chance to shield my feelings and hide my real personality. There are just those times that I feel being detached from the people surrounding me a very appealing thought. There are times that I want to hide and leave this world behind because it so fucking stress me and I'm just so full of its One-affects-the-other law. Why do we have to do things that affects another human being so much? Why does it have to be so trivial for us, but for the other party, such a big deal? Why can't we reach our goals without unconciously stepping into another person? There are times that I just want to lie in bed and stay on it for as long as possible. It was never my intention to make someone feel bad. Because I have been hurt real bad myself. There are times that I just want to type my heart out, but it seems impossible because my heart is so full of mixed feelings i don't know where to start.

This is one of those times.

This isn't a diary, so too bad. this is merely a record of everyday doings and nonsense, of life blabberings and psychotic rantings. Here and there you may find inspiring thoughts or annoying comments, it's definitely up to you. This is pointless blogging. Everyone blogs for one reason or another. But not me. I'm blogging for vanity's sake, and for my own sanity. So on second thought, i guess that makes me the same as everyone else. (which i really hate, btw) So just for the record, the name is dionne. Hence, the nickname: ennoidz. Nothing will be further said about me, but there will be about my life. (and there i go contradicting myself again)
whatever.