Boo! I missed Amaths paper.
When you start depending on drugs to fall asleep, what does that make you?
I don't want to take sleeping pills any more. I'm like effing 16years-old and I have to take pink little tablets to drown me into a half-dead phenomenon. No thank you.
Oh yeah, someone better take those pills and hide 'em away from me, 'coz heaven knows what use they'll be one day. Depression, sad case indeed.

Well, so much for this angsty prelude.
So it's 10:15 and still I'm here, not caring much about the fact that I need to get a full 8hrs sleep for my own goodness' sake. Crap. I'm going to die soon anyway. Nyahahaha. How soon is soon, really?

Blahblahblah. I talk too much, and all I hear is blahblahblah rantrantrant.
Brrooooooot!

Truth is, I cannot find any purpose. Any purpose at all, for anything.
Say, this post, what's my purpose in typing all this shit? Nobody cares anyway.
Think, going to school, what's the purpose? You learn, laugh, make friends, fail, excel. But what REALLY is the purpose of all that?
There's less to life than all those complications. Those complications, in fact, are just pigment of our own imaginative evolving mind. Just think, how happier life could have been if you need not get A1s for your exams; if you need not worry about your future because the future is no way different as the present. Think about all those geniuses, like Albert Einstein, Sir Isaac Newton, Da Vinci, they spent all their lives answering questions that are not meant to be questioned in the first place.
But as I was saying, there's less to life than that.
Live and let live. That says all. Go with the flow. Things happen for a reason. Whatever you do, whatever you say, they're all planned out like a mini-movie. And the results of your choices, they are meant to be that way too. Things happen for a reason.
So don't go around questioning people about things you don't understand. Because I'll tell you now, comrade,they're meant to be that way.