Thursday, May 25
It's 12:25pm and I haven't eaten anything. I
pon school today. Pon. I have no idea what that exactly means but I'm pretty sure I used the correct slang. No, I haven't been updating lately. Not really sure why. I guess there aren't really much going on. I just realised that materialism has infiltrated my life. Yeah, that's bad. And I'm really on my knees doing something about it; controlling all those obsessive-impulsive buying of more-or-less obsolete things. I don't know. Sometimes I just really feel that I deserve it, you know? Like, I need a treat once in a while. But this past couple weeks is not
'once in a while' anymore. So yeah, so much of that.
Tomorrow is the last day of Term2. And I'm giving you my geez-how-fast-time-flies-by again, but this time, I'm incandescently glad about it. And yes, I know that rush hour also means dreaded days dawning upon, but those days will come no matter what anyways. So we just might as well get them done and over with.
I'm supposed to be in college this coming June. I'm one of those one-year-younger in my batch before. If I think about it now, I should only have more or less four years in school and it's total independence for me. That is, if I take a four-year course. But all the same, that's like three years earlier than me taking the same route here in SG. However, as I continue to contemplate on this, I also realised that I'm not ready yet. I haven't even decided what I really aspire to be, nor have I given it any serious thoughts.
Oh shit. I'm thinking long-terms again. This happens.