Home Alone. ok, not really, since my bro is here. Then again, we both have our own business to attend to and I appreciate his not-being-himself today. I mean, his not-butting-around-my-room-and-my-stuffs. Oh well. It's nice staying at home once in a while. Or maybe that's just because it wouldn't be nice going out with a dead broke wallet. And I mean that literally and metaphorically. Pathetic.

Today's my fave cousin's birthday. But since there's no way she could read this... Oh well. I downloaded Limewire my friends. And I'm like indulging myself with illegally-downloaded pirated music. That's life. We give and we get. For free. And others lose something. But it doesn't make a difference because they're already rich and popular and they're only getting much much richer and more popular. So in a way, life is not that unfair at all as how others place it. Crap. What in the fuck sake am I talking about.

So yeah 2 more weeks and it's total freedom... for the most part. I don't want to think about that going-back-to-school-for-two-weeks shit yet.

I'm tired of cursing him.
I'm tired of finding myself hoping it's him who just SMSed.
I'm tired of saying and pretending that it's no big deal.
I'm tired.