Sunday, May 7
From now on, it's back to normal. It's rewind for me. And it's a whole new story. A whole new CD playing. Not the same old cracky and jumpy record. Let's pretend the past 2 months never happened. Or if it did, it's in some parallel world that I'm no longer part of. Detached. I'm decided. Determined. No more open invitations. This is
my closure. I've finally got it. I deserve this. What hurts me most is that it took me
this long. It took me nights and nights of feeling like I'm falling into some abyss that is never-ending that makes everything swirl around and that makes me want to burst. And what I didn't realise is that it will only take a single turning point. What I didn't realise is that it will be that easy.
This is my closure.This is the last you will read of my uber melodramatic posts.
Let's close this chapter. Open up a new one. A
real one.