Wednesday, April 19
I've been high for days.
I swear.Ok, so maybe I'm
always high, but these past few days are truly quite metionable. It's weird, really. The fact that mid-year is in 9days time yet I haven't revised for any subject and the fact that I haven't completely cracked under pressure yet. Ok, so maybe I do think about it and do feel worried sometimes, but I don't know... All I know is that, something - something inside me, maybe my subconscious or whatever, that I couldn't quite explain - had made me, out of sudden, not to care at all. Well, make that
not to care at all. Because I still do care about it, maybe not as much as before, but I still do.
But that's not what I wanted to say.
What I was saying was: I've been high for days. And it's not surprising because if you were me, you'd definitely have a reason behind it. And every thing that has reason is valid. And any valid thing is justified. And so, being high is.
I know that doesn't make any sense.
BUT WHAT THE HELL?!